I walked out from the mist

I have been so irritated for the past few weeks thinking about if my feelings were true. I wondered and I pondered. It started when I suddenly realise how important it was to me, and how much I enjoy every single special moment.

It made me laugh, made me smile, made me happy and it made my day.

I went on thinking if this was it, if it was meant to be.

Troubled, I seek for my bestfriend of course. And yeah, I sorta forgot how really well my bestfriend know me. Instantly she asked me if it was it, tho her first guess was downright stuuupid :D

And then, I also realise how really smart my bestfriend was. She told me something, and it sooo totally made sense. How come she so smart hah?

So after much thought, and also with Lynnette's help. I came to a conclusion. It was just like every relationship that I have, just closer. I was afraid of losing it. So afraid, I let myself think that it was something special (not that it isn't). I thought by doing so, it wouldn't leave me that soon.

So, here it is Sue Ann, I am soooooooooo over it <3

Lynnette and I came up with some pretty awesome ideas for a certain big event. I know what I have to do now, for myself, for my beliefs and for everything it was to me.

Owh yeah, just when I thought I was done with alll my sweet sixteen suprises. Here comes another bomb. I recieved a huge angpau from my mum's friend. Go figure yourself.