& Guilt Eats You Alive

I miss the times when everything was so simple. We played catch around the ancient market blocks and hide in the dirty toilets for hide and seek. We constructed our own kingdom under the dirty tables and was happy to get a dollar to buy 10 cherry flavoured chewing gums.

It wasn't right for you guys to be together and you know it. Yes, I'm not to judge. People have this weird quote "loves conquers all". Yes, but what if it doesn't. What if the difference is too much to bear, and suddenly love dies?

You weren't his type, admit it. You weren't taking it seriously, to you he's just like CheeKen and all the other guys you've dated. You have plenty of choices, why him? You know that if it didn't work out, things will never be the same anymore. All of us can't sit down and fool around like how we did yesterday.

I didn't say single word, I didn't even breathe out loud. I didn't want to stop you love birds. But look what happened?

I know that he may call you every hour, sms you every minute, demand your whereabouts every second. Well, maybe if you cared more for him things wouldn't turn out like that. He is jealous because he loves you. He's tying you up because he loves you. He may be demanding but there was a pretty good reason. You know that, he knows that, I know that.

He was so serious about the relationship, you shouldn't, you shouldn't, you shouldn't, let him believe anything that you yourself don't believe in. So when you got sick of it, he goes into coma, what are you going to do now?

If anything happens, tell me how are you going to face his parents, your mum, my mum, our aunt, blah. How are you going to face the rest of your life?