I like it & I can’t refuse it

Aha!

 

So Melinda was over Wednesday night to talk.

Damn Mou Liu, see each other everyday still need to sleep over and talk.

 

Hey, I got some kacang puteh, let’s eat.

 

What is kacang putih?

-.- And you call yourself Malaysian.

Aiyoh, I am so cool, bring it out and I’ll know what it is.

*roll eyes*

 

 

Ta Daaa!

 

Hahaha, this is it? Ceeeeh, I thought what so canggih.

 

 

Seriously lah, it looks more like a twig.

Which part it looks like a kacang?

And hello? It is not even putih.

We should just call it, twig.

 

Melinda, it is kacang puteh, not kacang putih, okay?

Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

* bimbo moment *

 

I look so funny, but heeee, never mind, this blog is all about truths okay?

*breathe* I feel so brave (:

 

End up finishing one full Milo tin of kacang puteh.

 

The plan was to plan our year properly, do the things we promised to do after SPM, and to live 2010 the very way that we won’t regret.

  

 

But the planning part only lasted for 15 minutes?

The night was so long for me.

 

Like she said,

 

“ I looked out the window and the sky was dark, like as if the universe had dropped a curtain over us, giving courage to say the things we’ve never dared say. The silence of the night, the absence of stars, it gave comfort that the world wasn’t looking and that we didn’t have an audience. It was a time where the beaten soul crept out from its shell to seek for strength.”

 

It was a vulnerable moment.

The doubts, the aches, the sore points and the things we tried to avoid but came back anyhow. Exhausted having to bear whatever we chose to be responsible for, our selves were heaving heavily, and cause we needed to breathe, all that was unspoken just came out.

 

Felt like someone gave me fresh supply of oxygen. Next was just us sitting in my pink room, spilling whatever that’s in our heads without filtering it’s contents. Doesn’t matter, no one’s perfect (; And to whom else can we speak like this.

 

It lasted till 5 in the morning.

 

* funny I can’t remember the funny things we said.

 

*** *** ***

 

Signed up for Undang the next day.

 

Complexion damn gross due to the scarce hours slept.

But we were light hearted and happy.

  

 

Only time of my life to be happily unemployed!

 

In the end, I want to say,

God is love.

And I want year 2010 to be everything about love.