Sunday, January 24, 2010

Waiting for the same old dream

I have what I call a stomach of royalty.

 

The delicate inner lining of my stomach detects food that is the least bit unfresh.

It later proceeds to throwing up, protesting in discomforting ways.

 

Just like the princess who feels that one small pea underneath 21 mattresses.

 

I have diarrhoeas as frequent and often as you people have coughs.

And yesterday was one of those eat and puke days.

 

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I haven’t been feeling so well lately,

Physically &emotionally.

 

It’s the time of the month. I just tell myself to take a deep breathe and before I know it, it’ll be over. No one promised that life would be sunshine everyday.

 

We only learn to appreciate the warm tingling sensation of sunlight tickling our toes after a wet rainy day, with our damp hair clinging on to our heads like suffocating helmets.

 

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Today was my first attempt to reconnect with the world after much hiding.

Which during that time I stayed home to pray, meditate and read.

 

It started like this,
” OMG Briana, I thought you die liao. “

“ No lah, even if I was, I am now born out of the ashes. “

 

And then Kenn &I went shopping!

 

 

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And he shopped and shopped and spent hundred and hundreds.

 

One of my new year resolutions is no new clothes, only when I leave Malaysia will I buy some clothes for winter.

 

I said “I realise I have more than enough clothes”

He smiled sadly and said “If only I can come to that realization”

My mum thinks you’re terrible Kenn, another big flaw, second to being short!

XD

 

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We proceeded to Canton-I for early dinner. Since I had Church at 7pm.

 

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And Kenn is lousy, because he only posted pictures which he looked good on FB, totally ignorant to my need of pretty pictures (:

 

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It was a real nice day, after so long. It’s been ages, the last time being prom.

 

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And before I go, I trust that you have my back, and for that, ILY, really (:

 

You have me for life!

 

p/s: OMG, you can clearly see I gained weight through pictures lah.

p/p/s: OMG, even my nose grew larger lah.

p/p/p/s: Hahahahahaha, sorry, I laugh at myself sometimes.

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