I want to slow down, didn’t you get enough?

Hello, it’s been a long time since I last blogged, with words of course.

So much had happened since then, you can still get the bits and pieces from other people’s blog. With all that I have in my brain nowadays, time seems to slip past without me catching glimpse of it. I only began to notice the gone days until my SPM countdown went from 170 days to 133 days.

Life generally has been OK, but OK no longer satisfy me, so I’ve been striving to do a lot more better, because I am able to do so loh. Just giving myself the extra push or the intention kick to start moving and work hard. Dreams come true got price to pay wan I tell you. 

What I’ve been doing is studying and exercising and reading and writing. I tell you it felt so weird picking up my blue ball point pen and write in Chinese lah, really lost my mojo. Good things is I scored REALLY well for Chinese essay paper this term so I’m pretty motivated. Since I extricate myself from my melancholy self and all that bull shit depression, life’s been really good, boring, but interesting at the same time if you know how to look at it.

So here’s my update and I will come back tomorrow. And FYI, it wasn’t cause I didn’t want to blog or cause I had nothing to blog about, the lack of updates the past few days was me trying to prove I can quit being online. And really, I just feel super.