I’m coming right now, but did you leave while I was gone?

So everyone should know by now, I’ve been very bitchy lately, and I finally had enough sense to make a change cause apparently I’ve been screwing up my life, screwing up everything and I can no longer stand this selfish self.

At least I am of certain mentality and start clearing all the clutters in my life before I really crash and burn. The thing that keeps me going now is this very life that I want. So I did fall, but now I’m gripping to this one rope and I’m putting my life on it, I promise to never let go even if it rubs my flesh raw.  

Everyone keep telling me the same thing and they make perfect sense, but you know, I need to reach my critical point before every thing starts making sense again, and I start to breathe normally again. I want to be an ordinary person, living in this peaceful life with no pain too. I know that's impossible, but seriously, creating problems for myself does not help one bit.

So after using my long deserted brain and reflecting on my own behavior, I’ve came up with 3 resolutions and many many things I want to do just to achieve them. Already, I feel my life is taking a different course, and yours truly can see a bright light ahead.

Adios! Love you very much (: