it’s broken, I’ll patch it up, before it falls apart.

I started blogging when I was Form 2, that gives me four years of blogging experience.

I started, because it was the in thing then, the cool thing, I would happily visit other people’s blog and they would happily visit mine and we would say stupid things like LINK ME, it is stupid, because I don’t read their blogs, really, & they don’t read mine, we just wanted the link, haha.

But that was then. 

Now, blogging to me is like one thing I cannot live without, really, screw Friendster & Face book but no, not blogging.  After so many things done and so many things said, I know what to say to get many many hits and what not to say because people don’t bother to read them. 

But that was then too.

So much had happened since Form2, HOMG, when I was form 2 I was absolutely hormonal. My point is, everything I write now = truth, all the truths, I’m bloody honest when I blog, more honest when I hang out with people, more honest when I talk to you.

It really did become my very own way of expressing myself, even if you don’t understand sometimes what I’m trying to say. (I couldn’t make it too obvious about some things right?) Even when I’m sad, angry, upset, depressed, happy, hyper, stupid, smart, or ugly, so very imperfect and ordinary, all these small small nuts and screws, they run this big machine called Briana Leong, and that is me.  

And so I do hope that even if you judge me, try to look at yourself too, if you think nothing is wrong because you sound totally perfect in your blog, try to ask yourself if you really blogged you or did you blog what you wish you were.