Somewhat, somewhere, somehow, there

If there’s one thing I know, is I’VE GOT TO STOP.

I need to stop giving reasons, stop making excuses on why I shouldn’t try, why I do not need to try.

I’ve been so far ahead once. Really. But I took that fact in and stopped at that point. I wasn’t well aware that there are tons of people behind me, their breath right on the tips of my ears. Waiting to run me down and fight for the rankings.

I was better, a long time ago. And then I stood at that remarkable point I’m standing right now. I keep seeing people over passing me, but being me, I told myself I could be better once more if only I tried. I keep repeating that for many many years until I forgot how long it was since then.

But no, right here right now, came my critical point. I know deep down inside, if I don’t move my legs this instant, I no longer only stray behind, I’ll be in wandering in a valley of no where which I can never get out from.

Really, it was this cold hard slap on my face. Telling me to abandon my pride, strip my ego, roll up my sleeves and try fighting for it again. The first off my list would be to stop procrastinating. Stop waiting for tomorrows that turned into todays.

I think, I know I have what it takes. But I also realize after so long that no matter what you have, it’ll be useless unless you make good use of them. And even if you’re on the right track, you’ll get run over if you don’t move.

Not a new me, just an old me deciding to make a move, take a chance, make a change and breakaway.

Buckle up, it’s just the beginning. Mark my words.