Faces around me = garish, very amusing, I don't know what to expect

I hope I get what I see, and not tumble back to someone potty about being with me and then, I turn around and I don't know what to expect.

All of us can't be "just friends" anymore, I see this person and bombastic thoughts cross my mind on how and what will happen once I turn around.

There are exceptions of course, but people eventually drift apart and there are no promises on what will happen.

inflated friendships = omnipresent

And I get emotional and freakin touched for every single kind gesture that is SINCERE.

You see this thing and you think it's something but it not be your something and it could be anything, so I stop believing that it is actually something, or anything.

i.am.not.being.emo, i'm suppose to cut it off, and be a rasional being, my mum's orders.

She wants a very very emotional and sensitive person like me to cut off my feelings or minimize it and be a rasional, clear headed being.

i. cannot. afford. to. do. so.

masquerade
Say what you mean, Do what you mean, and Act like you think.