I put on weight like waddaF?

Had xueji activity Sunday, phew, tiring. Worked my ass off under the sun man! B)

I sat alone, ate alone, worked alone. It's like, I don't mind anymore, sitting there like a loner, it seems right, not wrong. Altho people have fun and I'm not a part of it, it's ok, I smile when they laugh :D And I found that very special spark again, from xueji, it made me, HAPPY.Ahhhh, Xue ge acting out a robbery scene. ==

I haven't been angry for a long long long time that I forgot how to be A.N.G.R.Y. But today two people manage to fire me off. And I realise I haven't lost my touch of screaming at people when I'm pissed. Oooops!

Every year, I never fail to put on weight. I am very dissapointed with myself. I mma go meditate now! Yes, starve starve starve